The story of Noah is one that is ingrained early in my life as a young boy studying at the Immaculate Heart Academy of Tanjay (now a City) where I grew up. Run then by the Sisters of the Order of St. Augustine (OSA), that school formed a critical role in molding me to who I am today. In school, the scene wherein people were laughing at Noah and then later on drowning in the flood is so vivid that I dread the idea of dying in water. That’s why I learned how to swim, but then again, knowing how to swim doesn’t guarantee one will be saved.
Ironically, the waters that destroyed every living creature also saved Noah and his family (eight in all). (1 Pt. 3: 21) In the First Reading, St. Peter said, “This prefigured baptism, which saves you now. It is not a removal of dirt from the body but an appeal to God for a clear conscience…” (v. 21)
Last Thursday, as I entered the Chapel, I heard through the sound system people talking and conversing loudly. I thought then that there was a video being shown before Mass. However, as I genuflect in front of the Tabernacle before making my way to the Sacristy, I realized there was no video showing. The sound was coming from outside, entering via the frequency of the wireless sound transmitters. The voices were so clear to be heard: women and children were talking and laughing like a crowd in a noisy street. And I imagined things. Before the Mass, Fr. Armand instructed Lawrence (the assistant) to ask the people in the passages and offices surrounding the chapel to refrain from talking aloud while the Mass is going on. As the Mass started and progressed, the sound outside was no longer a disturbance. It was a big relief.
Those sounds intruding into the system frequency is something that doesn’t happen regularly. As far as I can recall, it happened only once before and then last Thursday (which was the day after Ash Wednesday). Was the sound the work of the evil one and his minions in order to frighten and disturb the Mass? Maybe. I don’t discount the possibility.
As this Lent unfolds, let us be mindful of our own “desert” experiences, wherein the evil one will try (and hopefully fail) to bring us to the test. It’ll be on us whether we fail or we triumph against these forces of the dark. We’ll have to watch out carefully and be mindful of our surroundings for tell-tale signs of the enemy. Today the Lord Jesus is asking us to “Repent, and believe in the Gospel”. (Mk. 1: 15) We are being reminded to refresh our faith, and ask ourselves, “Do I really love God?”
Doing the activities of the Church will not be meaningful if your motivation is only just to do the “routine” ceremonies. Love should be the only motivation as it is only in loving that we become faithful to Him and then join to celebrate victory over death come His Glorious Resurrection. Now is the time to reflect whether you’ve been faithful to the promises you made to the Lord in times of supplication and need. Yes, we are fond of making promises when asking God for favors and blessings. But when the times are good, you forget what you committed to Him. You easily forget. And yet you said, “I love God.”
In this season, if you are experiencing a backslide in your prayer time, try harder to rebuild the habit of regular prayer. Doing it regularly and repeatedly for a long period of time will make it to become a habit. Once it becomes a habit, it is easier to sustain. Your conscience will ensure that you will get back to the habit when you fail.
Prayers will give you blessings so abundant and bountiful you can ever imagine possible.
May the Heavenly Father grant us the grace to become more faithful and obedient to His Son now and forever.
“One does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes forth from the mouth of God.” (Mt. 4: 4b)